I'm not trying to diagnose so believe whatever you want to believe. I have worked with 6 DID people over the past 7 years, I recognize the way you talk in your head is EXACTLY TO A TEE what they experience as DID. And they all said, earlier on that "everyone is this way" or "this is normal" or "everyone has alters" or aspects or moods...and other ways to dismiss it, only to know better later on... and the same DENAIL programming like you mention. Often they don't fully WAKE UP to themselves till their 40's, 50's etc.. So believe whatever you want, but the fact is that you CHECK ALL THE BOXES. What you describe is NOT what your comment talks about. This is a difference of both kind and degree. I can't convince you of anything, but you "check the boxes", so please take this as humble, but earnest, feedback and do with it as you will...